like today me and my brother got into an exchange of words "he said dude no one wants to hang with u"(he said jokingly but it's the truth) I've noticed people don't invite me, honestly just use me for credibility and laughs, few people get me but we're all busy people and the funny thing it doesn't bug me at all, like sometimes i feel that it would be fun and actually have crazy memories with friends but it doesn't seem like that for the near future, to me this is not sad or anything it's just the simple truth from my point of view, if u see this and pity me, don't cuz I honestly feel numb, I feel like a lone hawk watching the world from the sky view watching the moles blindly holding on to their piece of dirt never let go of their point of view and logic, because a mole can never be a hawk.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
ease throat pains
Pro-tip #1: eat Kiwis instead of oranges. They have more vitamin C than oranges, and are also lower on the glycemic index therefore more suitable for your fat loss goals. Its a no-brainer.
Pro-tip #2: Gargle salt water to heal your sore throat. Basic osmosis. The bacteria infested moisture around the infected throat region would be "dried out" thus destroying the environment that germs thrive in.
Pro-tip #3: Drink hot fluids (like tea and soup). It will relax the throat muscles and ease pain.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
my first memories
well this may sound weird but this is my first memory ever, one day when i was 4 couple days after my birthday i wake up and I couldn't recognize anyone. I saw this women and quickly had this feeling she was my mother, I don't remember how she looks but she was an angel (she died later that year) then I think my younger brother was sleeping he was about 2 at the time so i felt this connection with him and labeled him as brother. I couldn't recall anything from any days before, I felt confused, a bit scared. I wondered where my father was and my mother tells me he is another country visiting family (true he comes back couple months later he is a great man that i admire very much) well this is my first memory...
putting yourself out there
I've noticed this with many people, they are afraid risking humility, they criticize but never do anything about it, and the only times they are ready to do something out of there comfort zone is if they do it with a select few people so those people never leave their comfort zones. Their stories are repetitive and lame. it's kind of irritating listening to their rants on useless shit everyday. I really find these people pathetic and annoying ( i like to call these the minor douche bags of the world)
Saturday, May 21, 2011
another day being sick
so i'm sick today and i wish i had some ingredients to recover form this annoyance that everyone calls a spring cold, i honestly blame the gym or one of my younger siblings for their unhygienic manners, but any how i use onions, garlic, nyquil, and orange juice to heal my illnesses.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Ritualistic regimes..
so I've noticed all these lame rules that have no specific reason behind them but people still in force.
People if given little power want to abuse that right and want hold onto it as long as possible. First example are teachers and how they enforce every ounce of power of judgement given to them, like some teachers are huge enforcers over being late even if that person has a legitimate excuse or is even late by a second or their ridiculous attitude towards hats. speaking of hats no teacher has any idea why there shouldn't be hats allowed in class.some say that hats are signs of gang affiliation (lame excuse), or it crosses the school dress code but the truth is that back in earlier years it was just disrespectful to wear hats in open company but now in modern times has no meaning. My second example would be how managers if given any power want to use it all times like reminding someone of a certain event like five times a day ( they do this knowing u can't do a thing about their annoying behavior without risking your job.) Now lets cross the world map and look at what ritualistic regimes have done to the world. First let's look at the Egyptian president that abused his power for years and would not accept his that the country didn't want him there anymore. When people are given power they are quickly to assimilate to it's superior more attractive, luxurious seat. It's pretty much annoys the rest of the population ehe
People if given little power want to abuse that right and want hold onto it as long as possible. First example are teachers and how they enforce every ounce of power of judgement given to them, like some teachers are huge enforcers over being late even if that person has a legitimate excuse or is even late by a second or their ridiculous attitude towards hats. speaking of hats no teacher has any idea why there shouldn't be hats allowed in class.some say that hats are signs of gang affiliation (lame excuse), or it crosses the school dress code but the truth is that back in earlier years it was just disrespectful to wear hats in open company but now in modern times has no meaning. My second example would be how managers if given any power want to use it all times like reminding someone of a certain event like five times a day ( they do this knowing u can't do a thing about their annoying behavior without risking your job.) Now lets cross the world map and look at what ritualistic regimes have done to the world. First let's look at the Egyptian president that abused his power for years and would not accept his that the country didn't want him there anymore. When people are given power they are quickly to assimilate to it's superior more attractive, luxurious seat. It's pretty much annoys the rest of the population ehe
Sick and in bed
So in my dream I was being a friendly person starting conversations with everyone i knew until i met this guy who wouldn't reply back to me and I was repeating his name over and over until i threw my pop at his back he gave me some notice and then we had a normal conversation(this is where it gets good) so out of nowhere i felt disrespected so i threatened him and almost Committed a violent deed upon his cocky face when four teachers come forward and grab a hold of me and for some reason my father was there and it was my chem teacher holding me down: I wake up and I'm just astounded that i would do such a thing but knowing that i am capable of such thing keeps me aware of what anyone is capable of.
~ just some thoughts that i wanted to share
~ just some thoughts that i wanted to share
true story
So i'm in class today and taking this chem quiz when my friend whispers to me hey look at that guy and it was this kid just rubbing his junk in class, i don't know if he has a rash or he gets off from being in public but that was the most interesting thing that happened today
Thursday, May 19, 2011
my awkward conversations with people number 1
Girl: Hi u have really nice versatile hair i wish i had that kind of hair
ME: Uh....thank You I really like your hair i wish had that kind of hair too ( didn't know what to reply as but the worst thing to reply to)
Girl: ahhh well nice talking to u (she found me weird and unsociable for the next 2 years)
ME: Uh....thank You I really like your hair i wish had that kind of hair too ( didn't know what to reply as but the worst thing to reply to)
Girl: ahhh well nice talking to u (she found me weird and unsociable for the next 2 years)
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